Alone

So today I was going through some random crap I wrote a while ago and stumbled across this.  I actually really like it. I just wish I could remember why I wrote it. I don't remember ever feeling depressed like this. I honestly don't actually know if I'm the one who wrote it or had it e-mailed to me. But i had it saved and everything..i must have written it.

Walking through the halls

I see the countless numbers

Of those who,

Once upon a time,

I counted among my friends.

I see them turn their heads

And walk past without a word

Cut off from the world

I wish I could disappear

I feel so alone right now

Shunned by those once trusted

There’s no going back

What’s lost cannot be found. 

Sitting in class is the worst. 

Once I was surrounded

Well-liked, even loved

What I wouldn’t give

To have that again

Now, I’m a deserted island

In an ocean of desks

A forgotten oasis

In the desert of life. 

I’m left alone, abandoned

Emptiness stretches on forever

I wish I could understand

But there is no answer

The ache consumes me

My chest feels empty

My eyes fill with tears

As I think of the past

And I’m forced to ask

What went wrong?  

What would make so many

Walk past, and just leave me here

Alone